[to say he wasn't ready for this is.... an understatement. he's barely been keeping up with Noah's thirst in general, so while he figured after their first time that his gangbang kink would come up again, there's no way he could have foreseen something of this scale. even after seeing the crowd past the curtain, he couldn't quite understand what was happening. was Noah going to fuck him in front of his entire company? what sort of display was about to happen?

so hearing the rules for the first time just as everyone else does, feeling the gazes of thousands of people on him, sizing him up hungrily... it's hard to even breathe. he can't even respond, in the momentary silence after Noah stops speaking. it's just so unreal.]